To-Your-Island-C31
by MarineTLChapter 31 Extra
Hu Yi was a seasoned psychotherapist.
Lately, he had been handling a particularly difficult caseāa patient with years of dissociative amnesia, accompanied by severe depression. The patient held a prominent identity, and like most wealthy and powerful elites, was highly resistant to psychological treatment.
By the time he was finally forced to seek help, his physical and mental state had deteriorated to the point where his life was in imminent danger. The team had tried medication, but with little effect; multiple therapy sessions failed to pinpoint the root cause.
The patient was transferred to Hu Yi and recommended for hypnotherapy.
Initially, the patient was against this treatment method. Hypnosis required mutual trust between hypnotist and subject, and full cooperation from the latter. During earlier consultations, the patient exhibited numerous negative psychological defense mechanisms, suggesting he might not be suitable for hypnosis.
But hypnosis wasn’t a backup optionāit was the only method left that might break the bottleneck, given the failure of all other treatments.
The doctors still hadn’t identified the root cause, which was key to curing the illness.
Hu Yi explained to the patient, āTreatments like Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, Trauma Therapy, and psychoanalysis are all causal in nature. In other words, we need to know the cause before we can address the consequences.ā
After careful consideration, the patient wavered. āThe cause… So, the things I canāt rememberāhypnosis can help find them?ā
Hu Yi nodded. āHypnosis allows us to enter your subconscious. The things you canāt recall consciously are veiled by the illness. Though you canāt remember them in reality, they still exist in your subconscious world.ā
āAfter hypnosis, you and I will go into the subconscious world and ask about all the things Iāve forgotten?ā
āItās not that simple,ā Hu Yi didnāt want to overpromise. āThe subconscious is a state not yet perceived by consciousness. Even in successful hypnosis, your subconscious acts within that dimensionāyou wonāt know youāre being hypnotized; and in reality, you and I canāt talk directly to āhim.ā How much useful information we retrieve, what results we achieveānone of this can be guaranteed. Thereās also the possibility of unsuccessful hypnosis, or unexpected events in the subconscious…ā
The patient interrupted, āMore often a failure than success?ā
āWith the hospitalās current evaluationāyes. So whether to accept hypnotherapy is ultimately up to you.ā
Seeing his hesitation, Hu Yi couldnāt help adding one more point of persuasion.
āThe goal of hypnosis isnāt just to find the root of the illness. Through memory tracing, I can also help you lessen the trauma and amplify the joyful parts, reducing depressive emotion.ā
The session ended there.
Hu Yi said goodbye, emphasizing, āSee you next time.ā
He sincerely hoped the patient would accept treatment.
Both of them knewāif he gave up, in his condition, it meant he was giving up on life.
A week later.
The patient returned to the hospital and told Hu Yi he was willing to be hypnotized.
Thus, the treatment officially began.
The subconscious was a deeply mysterious realm.
Some said dreams were connected to it. Others said the soul linked to it.
A hypnotist, through hypnosis, opened a path to the patientās subconscious. The patientās soulāor rather, their āconsciousnessāātook on a form in that world chosen by the patient themselves.
That consciousness could be guided by the hypnotist, as though held by an invisible thread.
But the thread wasnāt entirely secure. The consciousness could break free from the hypnotistās control.
To prevent the patientās consciousness from becoming lost, Hu Yi established two awakening methods at the outset.
Method One: Light-triggered awakening. When the patientās subconscious encountered strong light, it signaled the end of hypnosis. This was the standard method.
Method Two: Special awakening. If the standard method failed, Hu Yi had created a backdoor in the subconscious. He would guide the patient to a āsafe houseā in the subconsciousāa final refuge the patient named and built himself, where the hypnotist stored their therapy data.
When the āconsciousnessā saw that data, it would recognize the truth of the world and awaken. Like someone lost in a surreal nightmare who suddenly realizes it’s just a dreamāeverything becomes clear.
This treatment proved more difficult than any Hu Yi had ever handled.
The patientās illness was long-standing. His subconscious was bizarre. Even when hypnosis succeeded, no useful information was found.
If the trauma wasnāt in the subconscious, they would need to go deeperāinto the unconscious.
That would make hypnotherapy vastly more complex.
In reality, the patient and therapist existed in the same world. In the subconscious, the patient was tethered by a thread to the therapist. If the patient lost direction, the therapist could gently pull on the thread.
But in the unconscious, the thread couldnāt reach. The therapist could no longer interveneāit was up to the patient alone.
Greater risk, greater difficulty.
The patient chose to trust him, chose to continue treatment, so Hu Yi didnāt give up.
He spent a long time analyzing the patientās blank memories and possible trauma, organizing and categorizing them from prior sessions.
With Hu Yiās help, they manifested in the subconscious as various ārooms.ā
Unfortunately, this led to a new problem.
The patient took the form of a rabbit in the subconscious. The rabbit refused to approach the rooms containing trauma. It viewed all rooms as ālocked.ā
Hu Yi tried to create a guide to lead the rabbit, but the rabbit couldnāt trust this virtual guide. The distrust triggered rejection responses that repeatedly interrupted hypnosisālet alone going deeper into the rooms.
At this point, the therapy was going nowhere.
Meanwhile, the patientās symptoms visibly worsened.
Then came a miracle during the 23rd hypnotherapy sessionāHu Yi was surprised to find the patient had created a new guide.
The new guide wasnāt controllable, didnāt respond to Hu Yiās instructions, and led the patientās consciousness on its own. Hu Yi immediately realized the danger and ended the session with strong light.
The awakened patient described the experience as ārelaxing and pleasant.ā
Though he couldnāt recount the specifics of that world, the positive feedback was unprecedented.
With that encouragement, therapy had reason to continue.
Hu Yi cautiously proceeded with the next sessionāand something went terribly wrong.
The patientās consciousness was led into a room by the new guide and stopped responding to Hu Yi. That part was expected. What wasnāt expected was that the silence lasted an entire week.
His consciousness drifted in the unconscious. His body survived on IV nutrients⦠In laymanās terms, he became a living deadābrain active, but no control over his body.
During that week, Hu Yi endured unimaginable stress.
In his entire career, heād never seen anything like it. The potential consequences were terrifying.
The patient could die at any moment due to brain death or organ failure.
He had severe mental illness. Without the hypnotistās guidance, he couldnāt avoid subconscious and unconscious trauma. Even if he woke, he might fall into complete psychosis.
All Hu Yi could do was attempt strong light awakenings on a regular schedule, hoping the patient would respond.
Both were lucky.
On the eighth day, the patient awakened.
This awakening had nothing to do with Hu Yiās skillāit was pure luck. The consciousness happened to be in the subconscious at that moment, so the method worked.
And the feared aftereffects never materialized.
In the post-awakening consultation, the results of hypnosis showed: the patient could recall painful memories from childhood, adolescence, and youth. His joyful memories had been strengthened, and the traumas had been reduced.
He requested to continue treatment.
Hu Yi judged the risk too great and strongly advised against it, but the patient insisted.
To ensure safety, Hu Yi focused on the new guide during the next session.
Strangely, at first, the new guide didnāt appear. The rabbit, as before, refused to approach the remaining two rooms.
Just as Hu Yi was about to end the session, the guide suddenly appeared.
Before Hu Yi could issue any commands, the guideās actions triggered the patientās pain.
Sitting in the therapy chair, the patientās upper body convulsed violently.
Since his consciousness hadnāt yet reached the unconscious, Hu Yi quickly spoke to him to calm him.
āAdjust your breathing. Deep breaths. Whatever youāre seeingāstop.ā
The patientās hands clenched as if holding something, muttering the word āphoto.ā
āRepeat after me. Begin now,ā Hu Yi told him. āDeep breaths. Put the photo down.ā
After adjusting his breath three times, the trembling stopped.
Hu Yi immediately triggered strong lightābut it failed.
That meant the patient had again entered the unconscious.
For the first time, Hu Yi realized the new guide might not be āgood.ā
The subconscious figure created by the patient could be good or evil. Until now, the guide had seemed helpful. But this timeās stress response suggested it might be harmful.
Hu Yi repeatedly triggered strong light.
The situation worsened.
Hours later, he noticed the patient responding to instructionsābut the light still didnāt wake him.
This meant he was back in the subconscious but disoriented, lost. The new guide now seemed far more likely to be malicious.
So he asked, āWhoās with you?ā
The patient shook his head, lips clamped shut.
āRelax. Try to feelājudge whether itās kind or hostile.ā
The patient seemed to be on guard.
Hu Yi gently said, āYin Xian, you donāt need to talk to it. Just answer me.ā
āItās kind. It means no harm,ā the patient replied.
āYouāre sure?ā
āIām sure.ā
Hu Yiās priority was to end the hypnosis.
āYou must leave Little Rabbit Island immediately.ā
āI canāt help you. Youāre on your own. If you donāt go now, your consciousness will be trapped in the subconscious forever.ā
He repeated the backup awakening plan, word for word.
āRemember what we agreed on? In the nightmare you canāt wake fromāgo to the safe house and find the paper you left there.ā
The patient murmured a girlās nameālikely that of the suspicious new guide.
Hu Yi noted the name and quickly resumed the awakening attempt.
āHide. Go to the safe house. Rememberādonāt give her the paper in the safe house.ā
For some reason, this command heightened the patientās stress.
He began convulsing again and no longer responded to the light or instructions.
Once more, he fell into the unconscious world.