Chapter 63: Final Chapter

It’s an honor.

—Zhang Lurang, Su Zai Zai Fairy’s Diary

Hearing those words, Su Zai Zai lifted her eyes and quietly looked at him.

Her gaze gradually dimmed, losing its brilliance.

Soon, she averted her eyes and said softly, “If you came just to tell me this…”

Zhang Lurang abruptly interrupted her, “Zai Zai.”

She paused for a moment and responded in a low voice.

His Adam’s apple bobbed as if he were nervous. “Over the past two years, I’ve taken on several freelance jobs. The money should be enough for a wedding after graduation.”

“……”

“I promise you, within two years after graduation, I’ll definitely earn enough for a down payment on a house.”

Su Zai Zai watched the pedestrians outside the window, her eyes suddenly turning red.

She turned her head to look at Zhang Lurang.

Her expression overlapped with the one she had five years ago.

Suddenly, Su Zai Zai burst into tears, grabbing his hand and sobbing, “Who does things like you…”

Back then, she wore no makeup, still youthful and naïve. Even a simple sentence sounded like she was acting spoiled, clutching his hand and refusing to let go, not letting him return to B City.

And this time, she wore delicate makeup, dressed in work attire, yet she still clung to his hand like a child, accusing him of his actions.

They had known each other for six years and been together for five.

In each other’s eyes, they still seemed like the people they were at the beginning.

Zhang Lurang raised his other hand, wiping away her tears with a hoarse voice. “Don’t cry.”

Su Zai Zai, her eyes misty, looked at him and sniffled, venting her emotions.

“I said I wanted to go back alone, and you really let me go alone. I was still ten steps away from the taxi, and you didn’t even stop me!”

“I said don’t come looking for me, and you really didn’t come.”

“I got mad just this once, couldn’t you have coaxed me a little more…”

Zhang Lurang was at a loss for words. After a long silence, he finally said, “I was afraid of making you even angrier.”

Su Zai Zai swatted his hand away and raised her voice. “Well, now you’ve really pissed me off.”

Hearing that, Zhang Lurang leaned in, staring into her eyes.

His gaze was focused, carrying a subtle glow.

Su Zai Zai let him stare and didn’t speak.

She sniffled, lowered her head, and rummaged through her bag for a tissue.

Zhang Lurang suddenly gave her a light peck on the lips, the corners of his mouth curving up.

Su Zai Zai, still holding an unopened pack of tissues, was caught off guard. She frowned and said, “What are you doing? I’m still mad.”

He thought for a moment and replied seriously, “You’re cute.”

Su Zai Zai was momentarily stunned.

Then Zhang Lurang continued, shamelessly, “I want to kiss you.”

She gave him a glance, pursed her lips, and remained silent.

A second later, she couldn’t help but ask, “What’s wrong with you?”

Zhang Lurang rubbed his nose against hers and said softly, “I’m kissing you.”

The grievances and anger in Su Zai Zai’s heart gradually dissipated. She rubbed her eyes and let out a small “Oh.”

Seeing that she wasn’t saying anything, Zhang Lurang didn’t mind. He added, “Want me to take you to buy some jelly?”

“I still haven’t finished the ones you bought me last time,” Su Zai Zai admitted honestly.

Zhang Lurang nodded. “Mm, I’ll buy more for you.”

As he spoke, he started the car and drove to a nearby imported snack shop.

Su Zai Zai watched his actions from the side and suddenly spoke, “You said two years is enough, but I’m only waiting two years.”

After saying that, she felt it wasn’t threatening enough, so she muttered sulkily, “If it’s more than two years, I’ll… I’ll find someone else.”

Maybe because he was driving, Zhang Lurang didn’t respond immediately.

Soon, they arrived at the snack shop. He quickly parked, went inside, and bought a bag of jelly, placing it in the backseat.

Then he continued driving.

Su Zai Zai had a poor sense of direction and had no idea where he was going.

“Where are you driving to?”

Coincidentally, the traffic light turned red. Zhang Lurang stopped the car and turned to look at her. “I rented an apartment near Z University.”

She looked puzzled. “Why did you rent it?”

“So I can see you every day,” he said softly.

After speaking, Zhang Lurang turned back and restarted the car.

Su Zai Zai stared at his side profile, feeling dazed. “When did you rent it?”

“During my internship.” His tone was calm, unlike before when he would hold everything back. “But I didn’t want us living together before marriage, so I just kept it there.”

“Then now…”

“Su Zai Zai, I’ve been too rational with you.” Zhang Lurang drove into a residential area and parked the car. “I always thought you were still young and didn’t know how to make decisions for yourself.”

But in overthinking everything, he had instead become the reason for her insecurity.

“Seems like I was overthinking.” Zhang Lurang unbuckled his seatbelt and turned to her.

Su Zai Zai opened her mouth slightly, suddenly feeling a little embarrassed. “That’s not exactly…”

Zhang Lurang leaned over, bit her earlobe, and licked it lightly.

His voice was slightly muffled. “With you, only rationality is unnecessary.”

His words left her a little dazed, but she couldn’t help curving her eyes into a smile.

Then, the two got out of the car.

Zhang Lurang held her hand and led her toward one of the buildings.

Su Zai Zai looked at the back of his head and suddenly called out, “Lurang.”

He turned back, lips slightly curved. “What is it?”

She let him hold her hand, and the words she had been holding back for days finally spilled out. “You were really too much. That day, I even turned my head on purpose, but you didn’t run over and hug me.”

Zhang Lurang listened and answered seriously, “Alright, next time I won’t let you leave no matter what.”

“The taxi driver even told me that breakups are just a small thing, not worth crying so hard over.” Su Zai Zai huffed.

Zhang Lurang frowned, visibly displeased. “Don’t listen to him. This is a big deal.”

Su Zai Zai obediently nodded, her voice carrying a slight nasal tone. “I think so too, this is really serious.”

Before long, they arrived at the apartment Zhang Lurang had rented.

He stopped in his tracks and handed the key to Su Zai Zai.

“You go in first.”

She glanced at him with confusion but didn’t refuse, taking the key and unlocking the door.

The room was dimly lit, making it hard to see the furnishings inside.

Instinctively, Su Zai Zai reached out and felt along the wall for the light switch. “Lurang, where’s the switch…”

At that moment, her fingers found it. With a click, bright white light illuminated the room.

Su Zai Zai’s voice abruptly cut off.

In front of her was a white wall covered with hundreds of photos—of her.

Her throat tightened as she slowly stepped forward, reading the words written beneath each photo.

—October 1, 2013, Zai Zai said: “My Lurang is the best looking.”

—August 13, 2015, Zai Zai said: “Your wife is in your car! Drive properly!”

—January 27, 2017, Zai Zai came to my house. I kissed her.

Behind her, Zhang Lurang’s voice rang out—low, rich, and filled with warmth and anticipation.

“Su Zai Zai.”

She turned around.

Zhang Lurang slowly knelt on one knee, holding a ring box in his hand.

“Your parents said you’re their little princess. I know you’ve never suffered any hardships since you were little—you’ve always had a good life.” Zhang Lurang looked at her seriously. “I want to give you a good life too, but you said you’re willing to go through hardships with me…”

At this point, Zhang Lurang paused, his voice slightly hoarse.

“The only thing I can give you in return is that I will never let you suffer even a little.”

Su Zai Zai’s gaze shifted from the ring to his face, her eyes turning red again.

“I can wait, you don’t have to—”

“Su Zai Zai, I can’t wait any longer.”

“I’m afraid you’ll run away.”

“So, marry me, okay?”

His expression was tense, filled with hope, as if he wouldn’t be able to rest until she gave him a definite answer.

Finally, Su Zai Zai couldn’t resist the smile that tugged at her lips. She extended her hand to him and solemnly nodded. “Okay.”

She had always been carefree, without great ambitions, but because of him, she constantly pushed herself forward.

He had always been withdrawn and taciturn, struggling to express his emotions and love, but because of her, he kept learning to put his feelings into words.

They were both striving to become better people—for each other.

—

One year later, Su Zai Zai and Zhang Lurang graduated from university, bringing their six-year-long relationship to an end in the best way possible—by getting their marriage certificate at the Civil Affairs Bureau.

That night, Su Zai Zai took out a notebook from the bedside drawer.

Its cover was slightly cracked from years of use.

She flipped through it briefly before tossing it onto the desk in front of Zhang Lurang.

“A wedding gift—the love letters I promised you before.”

With that, she quickly grabbed her change of clothes and ran into the bathroom.

Zhang Lurang was momentarily stunned. He took his hands off the keyboard and picked up the notebook.

On the cover, a few neat words were written:

Su Zai Zai Fairy’s Diary

The handwriting was delicate and much different from how she wrote now.

He couldn’t help but smile as he carefully opened it and began reading.

October 9, 2012

I saw a boy outside the convenience store today. He was so good-looking.

He doesn’t have Tomoe’s ears, but my heart still skipped a beat.

Me, an absolute goddess, actually got flustered over a mere pretty boy.

Ughhh, how do I find him again…

My ideal type just changed in an instant 🙂

Hey, big beauty, do you feel honored?

Even though you don’t have cat ears, I still have my eyes on you.

…

…

November 3, 2012

I tripped today, and big beauty took me to the hospital.

On the way back, he asked me, “Are you still hungry?”

And then… his next sentence was: “Give me your WeChat.”

AHHHHHHHHHH!

A day I’ll never forget.

I wonder if he remembers it.

But no matter what, I’ll never forget.

…

…

June 17, 2019

Today, I married him.

When Zhang Lurang flipped to the last page, Su Zai Zai had just stepped out of the bathroom.

He reached out to her, his voice gentle. “Come here.”

Su Zai Zai obediently walked over and curled up in his arms.

She watched as Zhang Lurang picked up a pen and carefully added a line beneath her words.

—Today, she married me.

Then, he turned to the first page.

Feeling incredibly happy, he couldn’t help but laugh softly.

His chest rumbled with the vibration, making Su Zai Zai glance at him curiously.

She looked down at the page again.

There, written in his firm, deeply imprinted handwriting, were three serious words—

It’s an honor.

—

Two years later.

Su Zai Zai was sitting in her office, packing up her things to go home when she got a call from Zhang Lurang.

Her eyes curved as she instantly picked up. “Lurang!”

Zhang Lurang’s voice carried a hint of a smile. “Off work yet?”

“Yep! I was just about to leave.”

“Wait ten more minutes before coming down. I’m driving over to pick you up now.”

Su Zai Zai responded with an “Oh,” then suddenly remembered. “Oh right! We’re going to see the house today, right?”

“Mm, it’s raining outside. Bring an umbrella when you come out.”

She glanced around and frowned. “I didn’t bring one.”

Zhang Lurang didn’t mind, his voice gentle. “Then I’ll come get you.”

Since he was driving, Su Zai Zai didn’t want to distract him and quickly hung up the call.

She gazed out the window, lost in thought for a moment, then started packing up and headed downstairs.

Stepping out of her company’s entrance, she stood at the door, waiting.

Before long, she saw Zhang Lurang’s car pull into a nearby parking spot.

Then, he stepped out, opening a solid black umbrella.

Su Zai Zai watched him walk toward her through the curtain of rain, as if she had been transported back to nine years ago at Z High School.

Zhang Lurang’s features were sharp, his posture upright, his entire being exuding a mature aura.

He was like the Zhang Lurang from back then, yet no longer the same.

Slowly, yet in long strides, he approached her, his eyes filled with a warm light.

Su Zai Zai stood on the steps, looking down at him.

Their gazes met—just like that moment outside the convenience store.

That fleeting glance.

Just one look.

Only that single glance, and it seemed as if their entire lives had already been decided.

So certain.

**(The End)**

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#Translator’s Note:

And that’s a wrap!

Thank you so much for accompanying me on this rollercoaster ride that is She’s a Little Crazy. From the chaotic yet endearing romance to the unfiltered hilarity, this story has been an absolute joy to translate. It’s a wild mix of comedy, madness, and heartwarming moments—one that leaves you laughing, crying, and sometimes wondering what just happened (in the best way possible).